so when i was 7 or 8 i’d “write letters to hermione granger” and set them out on the piano in the living room every night with my stuffed toy owl and every morning i’d have a letter from hermione back, sitting at the foot of my bed, and hermione and i corresponded like that for months and i’d just like to thank my mom for writing out a “letter from hermione” for me every single night
That is the cutest thing I’ve ever read oh my god
- I just don't know what is going on anymore.
I just want you to want to talk to me as much as I want to talk to you.
I’m just super excited for my date next weekend but I’m terrified at the same time. I have this issue where I’m afraid to open up to people because of past experiences. I tried to overcome this fear not too long ago and got burned. So now I’m even more anxious than ever. Like I keep going over in my head what’s going to happen if this leads to more dates and then to us dating? Like I’m going to have to open up to him and I’m so scared. What if he doesn’t like what he finds out about me? What if he thinks I’m a baby for having all these anxieties and trust issues? Like I’m seriously on edge right now. I can’t even deal and I still have more than a week away.
I haven’t been feeling very me lately. It’s like I’m in a depressive state. It really sucks. Like all I want to do is cry and sleep. I’m such a friggin mess.